everything before reads like something out of an instructional manual.
whats changed?
isnt it simply about dominance, a need to prove one's worth of status.
as if speaking more coarsely or bestowing generous portions of profanities genuinely makes (civilized) people hold you in higher esteem.
mister mal, oh, mister mal.
i guess what makes it intimidating is the silence.
the lack of continuity as feared misattribution to either poor engagement skills or perceived aloofness.
a healthy curiosity, let that take the lead instead.
no, thank you.
not a guy who sees a woman as just another rung on Life's ladder to be pursued, conquered then shelved for display like a beautiful trophy ready to be coated with dust.
rather, a man who sees his woman as his partner for Life to be respected, trusted and cherished like a lover who is at once strong and tender.
take me by the tongue and i'll know you
kiss me till you're drunk and i'll show you
all the moves like jagger
i got the moves like jagger
i got them moves like jagger.
perfection at 10:29 PM
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Monday, November 07, 2011
a present mind is endowed with strength and reason.
so cut down on late nights with early mornings.
today is a beautiful day.
the sky is a light pale blue with clouds that resemble friendly bunnies.
the sun is bright and warm, giving light that has been sorely missed this past week.
i cant help but stare, then smile and say, "blessed be the name of the Lord".
stop, look, not walk (on) but enjoy and bask in this work of art.
in the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
there's a pleasing sense of happiness for me
i'm on the top of the world looking
down on creation and the only explanation i can find.
perfection at 5:16 PM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2011
learning the lesson.
basking in His presence does something.
it brings a keen awareness of the here and now.
this very moment, not on whats planned next or whats coming up on the to-do list.
something so difficult to do these days.
ahhh.
after a good workout session.
a not-so-delayed gratification.
just because a person prefers the conventional doesnt mean he's rigid, stifled or unexposed.
the word 'prefers' suggests the exertion of choice: he's been to the other side and back.
the former, decidedly less appealing and to some extent, pointless.
what do you so fear.
that your eyes, like glass, give away those secrets like candy on halloween.
that your smile, well-furnished, shows how hard you're trying, if only for the benefit of everyone.
on days like these, or not.
what you really are is solemn, melancholic, thoughtful.
main lesson taken away from evolutionary psych.
selfishness can be understood, and overcome.
but it does not elucidate how.
You walked with me, footprints in the sand
and helped me understand where i'm going
You walked with me when i was all alone
you give me strength to carry on.
perfection at 12:23 AM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
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